home sweet home...

ok so i was debating if i was going to post before i found out who got eliminated on the bachelor so i could show my reaction to who it was, but it was obvious...wasn't it?

naomi, naomi, naomi.... please girl. i know he was the love of your life, but seriously, it was going no where. although i can see how she may have been a little misled, especially after that long kiss goodbye at her house. what the heck is he doing? he knows it's going no where. he knows she's not the one for him. so why would he give her such a big kiss? i don't know why he's such a kissing fool, but it's getting on my nerves. the remaining girls are all good ones and i could speculate which one is going next (and i will), but i'm sure there's going to be a lot more kissing going on before this thing ends.

alright, so let's start with melissa. hahaha, ok. i don't know where to start. does he really think she's just perfect? why? i mean, i like the girl and all, but why is she so perfect? obviously she's got an issue with her family. afterall, they are probably a little strange. i can understand how they wouldn't want to be on film and all, but if he really wanted to meet them, don't you think there's something they could have done to make it happen? whatever. and did anyone else notice the use of "ness" from those texas girls? melissa used the non-word "publicness" and her friend used the word "easyness". did no one teach these girls how to use proper english? not even proper english, but how about real words? melissa even had to think about which word to use...and instead of publicity, spotlight, attention even, she had to make her own. what a nerd. who knows what's going to happen next? we know jason really likes her. did you see how excited jason was to see her? that was some serious excitedness... i think she'll probably stick around for the next elimination. which leads me to the next girl...molly!

molly, poor thing, i think she's the next to go. i think he really likes her and her family, but i just think he likes the other girls better. did you see how she got annoyed with her mom for bringing those hats out? who gets embarrassed by their parents anymore? are we 14? ok naomi had a real reason to be embarrassed, but that's not her mom being funny...that's her mom being crazy. anyway, now i'm anxious to see how molly reacts in the i-was-falling-in-love-and-i-can't-go-on limo scene since her dad made her promise not to be one of "those girls" that cry wee wee wee all the way home. i think she'll make some mention of what her dad said and she'll keep some composure, but still shed some tears. afterall, she's in this! she wants him and probably feels like she has a strong connection with him....like i said, i just think his connection with the other girls is stronger.

now for my girl of all girls...jillian! oh how i love jillian. i like her now because it doesn't seem like she's trying too hard. she's more real to me. did i say that last week? in my last post i think it came across that i didn't really like her and was happy that she broke down...which i was, but i do like her. i think she's my favorite. i'm glad her hometown was better than i thought. by the shocking surprise of editing they made the grandma look all crazy and mean. i'm glad it didn't turn out that way. so...i think she's the one. she seems most mature, has a great compatibility with jason, and he understands her. wasn't it sweet how he mentioned that he wanted her to have a safe place to break if she needs to? what a man...

oh, as a side note, did you guys notice at the end i think melissa said hopa! hahahaha, come on! do you think they edited that in because deanna's coming back? when they mentioned how deanna showed up in new zealand, they said "in the coming weeks". so i don't know if it's really happening in the next episode or the one after. either way, it'll seriously throw a wrench in everything! poor girls...and poor jason! that's not cool, but i guess he should be able to rekindle things with her if she wants to. that's the kind of closure he needs...and the other girls, too. if he ends up with one of the three girls left then they would be better off knowing that he had his second chance with deanna and didn't take it. i just have NO idea what he's going to do!